Two Months And Some Days

I haven't blogged in two months. Wow. So a lot of things have changed for the better. There were a few hiccups like the car accident I was in last week but things happen. I am ok but The Impala needs some body work. Glad I own that car and am looking to buy a second car to go along with it. My ex called me on New Years while I was drinking champagne and partying singing about yellow diamonds in the light. She doesn't read my blogs and if she does I would still treat her like an ex. I don't want anything from her. I have had a few shows and changed money making opportunities so in all I feel wonderful and blessed. I have consistently gone to church for five months and church makes me happy. Another ex of mine is pregnant by a douche after she told me she couldn't get pregnant without being injected. God bless her. My perspective on women is a lot different than it was a year ago. A year ago I broke up with my ex when she wanted to be friends with benefits or in her mind want me to treat her like a girlfriend but act single by having her cake and eating it too. It was then I had to leave her alone. I haven't talked to her in months. I see things more clearly than I ever did because I am not in haste to do things. I am aware of what I want out of life and what I have to do to get there. I am at peace with my religion and really don't owe anyone explanations to my life. Some people have an idea of me without directly asking me what they want to know. It is the strangest thing in the world to me. Wouldn't you just want to ask someone a question instead of speculating about something? Uncomfortable situations are a part of life but some of us deal with them better than others. I have had shows and even recorded new material. My outlook on social media is a little different too. Nobody wants to see tweets or Facebook updates all the time about music unless they see you actually doing it. I know people are working so I work too and the results will be what they may. I am less cynical and more optimistic, even more engaging for an engaging people person. I just want to be a good friend and family member that is productive and great at accomplishing things. It's really that simple. Thanks. Praise God. - Moolah